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NotreDamegrl88
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Name: Marina
Location: New Zealand
Birthday: 12/7/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: Im a fire cadet, thats pretty cool. Im in band, and marching band, yes a band geek if u must! i love music, and talkin on the phone with friends. And i am involved in theatre.
Expertise: Boys!!! no, jk. i dont think anyone can ever fully understand them.
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AIM:  notredamegrl88
AIM:  notredamegrl2007
Member Since:
4/12/2004
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| well i had one happy day this week. tuesday jason asked me to homecoming at practice. it was cute. now im hearing things about him not wanting to go with me and actually wanting to go with abbi.... i know he wanted to go with her.... whether or not he wants to go with me.... i dunno. but i think im choosing to ignore what i have heard for the sake of stayin sane and havin a good time. but then sure enough wat goes up must come down!!!! wednesday was awesome all day happiness, and then making a fool out of myself in front this cutie named nick in my 6th hour... ooppss. but it was funny has hell.... but sure enough that night at like 10:30 everything went down the hole. mom discovered something the cat did and decided it was the last straw and that we were gettin rid out him... and after her over reacting about something and my yellin at the top of my lungs, lets say i pretty much had no voice left, and im surprised the cops didnt show up. so at about 12 i took the cat in my room to say my good byes, and fell asleep at like 2:30ish. got up the next morning lookin like i was still crying and went to school. mom told my wendnesday night that i could go into school late if i wanted so that i could sleep in and she would just drop me on the way to the vet.... wtf honestly? yes mom let me ride your death train to school! and like i wanted to be in this house longer then i had to! so basically i hated her all yesterday, even tho she tried makin friendly with me. and im still disgusted. then she comes home and asks if i at least wanted to know wat happened. wtf once again! wat is there to find out?!? u killed my damn cat, and know hes burried 6ft under at my aunts house in the middle of no where. i think i pretty much understood that! so then she decides to get ride of our big fish tank which was a total waste of space becuz we only had two fish one of which just died. so she bought this lil tank and put my lil cat fish in it and then got these lil fancy tailed guppies. which i think she thought would make everything better! hell no! as far as im concerned they can get by the cat fish or ill flush them! ughhhhh. i just dont get ppl sometimes. im so aggervated by close to everyone right now. becuz lord only knows that when someting seems wrong with someone thats the perfect time to fuck with them! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!! and i swear if guys dont quit with these freakin perverted comments and jesters... i have alot of guy friends and i only seem them doin this to me. its gross and bothers me! SO GET UR HEADS OUT OF THE GUTTER AND KNOCK IT OFF BEFORE I KNOCK U OUT!!!! ugh falls coming alright. which gives me a warm feeling inside becuz its my favorite season... but it can be majorly depressing sometimes too. now i feel all alone. i never hear from lindsey, courtney is always up north now, jess is always with kyle, im tired of puttin things on randall and katelyn, and sometimes i think jason passes some serious judgement or just doesnt care to hear it, charles and my friend rachel are really hitting it off.... so i never hear from him anymore...and i think rachel would be a good person to talk to about this cuz she knows wat its like but im not gunna rain on her parade. so yea im done. since im pretty much talking to myself becuz no one reads this.  | | |
| ever had one of those days where u arent happy and u arent sad or mad... ur just stuck in the middle? thats me today. im havin some serious psyhic powers goin on today. none of which had brought anything really great. i really feel like crap. im cryin my eyes out, i dont really understand y. most likely over a convo i had with jason just now. i dunno wat the hell im doin. im gettin no where. im so tired of it. at least he opened up and talked to me. god i feel like im gunna puke, like seriously. now i question y i even write in this. becuz #1 i cant even put into words wat im feeling, and #2 no reads this crap anyways. | | |
| hey!!!! whats up? just trying to get plans straight with lindz and jason. we all wanna hang out tonight. dodododo its friday!!!! ok and right in the middle of important convo jason signs off... thanks.... ugh. anyways.... despite my current frusteration the show must go on. ok i just forgot everything i was plannin on saying. boys!!!!!!!!! ughhhh his butt had better log back on or hes gettin beat!
" the trouble with me and u... is nothing new..." | | |
| hey ppls!!!! i have the worst headache... im sure sittin here starin at this screen isnt helping any. i had to run the mile in gym... yuck. i did alot better than i thought i would. sooooooooooooooo hows everyones life? mine is.... awesome? well i dunno if i can say that. theres some major drama comin... i can tell. right now im waiting to see if jason will ask me to homecoming.... i hope that goes well. i guess theres just alot goin on in the boy department right now. i found out that this really hott kid that i liked last year thinks im hott!!!! how awesome is that? well u wouldnt kno cuz u dont kno who im refering to. but its awesome i can assure you. but thats no biggie... its this homecoming thing that is really bothering me. im getttin a lil nervous that ill wait till the last min and wont have a date.... that would be $122 spent on my dress down the hole. i mena im goin either way but i would have so much more fun if i had a date.... tick tick tick.... and so the time goes by as i wait....
quote of the day: " u smushed my day!!!!"
ok well i g2g read the joke that i like to call my profile!!!! bye talk to y'alls later. | | |
| hey ppl!!! last day of break... im actually excited about tomorrow!! i already know all my teachers soo. yay. i dont have a first hour. lol so i get to go and talk to mrs. fisher i think it is.
courtney is home from alabama!!!! yay!!!! i missed her soo much. she gots me shirt, its awesome. glad shes home. we are gunna go down south and get us some good boys, cuz all the boys here either treat u like crap, or the good ones have gfs.
i have marching practice tonight. which sucks because my knees hurt soo bad. i get to see brad. which is good and bad. good because, well duh... and bad because it just rubs it in my face even more how fucking dumb i can be. and how he has the luckiest gf.
anyways... yeah.... today was boring. as was the rest of summer. ok well i should go now, cuz jess should be here to pick me up soon. tt y'all later.  | | |
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